Sometimes, I think I'm not good enough.
Lately, I've been thinking I have nowhere to go and nothing's going right. Like I don't know what I'm really doing in my life. But God has a way of giving you time to stop for a while and notice the people and things around you and make you realize that you actually have a lot that is more than enough. It's okay to need and to want things. And sometimes we get hurt because things are not going the way you think or hope it's supposed to. We always hear it from other people but it may take some time for you to understand that God has a better purpose and perfect timing for you and for everything.
If you think you don't have enough, just stop and think about the roof over your head, the food on your table, the pillow you lay your head onto, the blanket that covers you when you're cold, or even that wi-fi installed in your house. Think about the people around you. Related by blood or not, there will always be someone who cares for you and loves you. They may not always understand you but sometimes, knowing that they are just there for you is actually more than enough.
And lastly, I realized how selfish of one person to think that they are not good enough. So, yes, I was selfish. At times, I am... however, no one is created perfectly but I'm sure we all have at least one special thing in our lives that we are good at. We tend to focus on the things that we want (or things we think we lack) that we forget about the blessings that are already there. So, I thank God for the people around me who love and care for me, the basic things that I need to survive, the sanity and understanding that help me combat my anxities and frustrations, and the passion and talent He blessed me with that opened so many doors for me and made me realize that I am good enough after all. Thank You for my life! ❤